Really??

I am not even sure where to begin.  I am trying to work on me, focus on the now and be present in my reality when all I really want to do is stick my head in the sand. The hits just seem to keep coming and I am trying to hold my head above water.

I am however going to continue on and persevere.

Uncertainty

I guess this post title sums my life up in one word.  Nothing is ever certain and I am really trying to work toward embracing changes and using them to better myself and those around me. Not that I like change because I do not at all. That being said I am still in a place where I never thought I would be in my life and thinking of attempting things I would not have thought before.

This in itself is a jump for me.  With fear, self doubt, and apprehension I vow to move on and move toward those things good, positive, and productive in my life.  I am blessed with a wonderful family and network of friends who are really family also and have been there for me and my family in the darkest of days.  I am trying to remember each and every day that I am a child of God and a person of worth.